It feels so strange that my age 25 – 26 just flied away so quickly, they were just slipping away in a sudden. Deny or not, I’m definitely lie in the tail of my golden ages. Sometimes you can literally feel that the energy you have today is slightly less than tomorrow.
I think the recent years I have been falling into a super programmatic type of life. It’s just simple, repetitive and maybe efficient life. Gradually those imaginary thoughts are not showing up so frequently. I mean they are still there, but just stacked and folded because I know I don’t really have time for them.
After trapped in the year of pandemie, the days I haven’t seen my hometown have been accumulated to over three years. The last time when I saw over ten people speaking Chinese was the time when I still had lots of hair and when I was still innocent. That time was just the continuation of the age of 18 or 19. I took the train back, crazy days.
So actually, I don’t miss anything. Being overly emotional to the surroundings will just cost your unnecessary energies. Also, what to define hometown is just a personal issue, from my perspective, where I am should be the answer.
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